>>82253077
multiple times daily. it has ruined my life and continues to do so, not having any friends, family(ones that talk to me at least) or a social circle doesn't help, I'm basically a social reject and the only people whom i can interact with in any meaningful way are online degenerates, my 2 choices are to either goon and talk with anons which is both pleasurable and fun or interact with normalfags who will treat me like an animal while they make no effort to be kind or understanding to me, even when i try to understand them it's pointless because I'm stupid and constantly fuck up so it never works, one side desperately tries his hardest while having no ability while the other side is at best politely disinterested and at worst takes this opportunity to publicly humiliate or use me, it's impossible to make progress in such circumstances