It all leads to the same end.

There's one faceless God that we will never see in these unrefined forms and spirits. We still interact with them, but you don't get the truth until you meet basic milestones.

While everyone's journey is different, there are some things we all have to uniformly pass.


One milestone that I fucking suck at is being satisfied.

When you reach a certain point of enlightenment, you can move forward to the next step of your soul and existence.

But you can't mingle with those behind, not conventionally. So everyone you want to see each cycle and rebirth, better move with you, or you move with them.


I used to be a very "point A to point B" sort of creature.

While setting aside love and compassion for the betterment of yourself and the goal of perfection isn't bad, it's bad if your hardcore beliefs interfere with others and their development or continued existence.


I absolutely hope this is just an old iteration of existence that I speak of.

Because I don't plan on coming back to this status of existence once our growth is resolved. Because while many of those watching over us are quite weathered and intelligent, there are some figures that are dumb as rocks.

Complicated with their own "I'm right because I'm right" position, but when you sin against order and look into it, some are absolutely in it for some sort of flesh desire.


If I get cast back because I don't want to fuck with having part of my power and essence sucked and replenished like a rechargeable battery by some incompetent sheep shagger that is only good for upkeeping the process but not building off it.


Either way nobody asked for this but here's your truth bomb, if you hope hard enough this won't happen, or won't happen again.

Because if it does believe me, that first invader that offers a change of scenery in turn of being a spiritual fugitive? Fuck I'm taking that infinity of bullshit.

Because infinity is a long time but there's an end to everything.