>>82245176
I can't trust myself to do something at my own pace because I'm lazy. It's how I ended up here. So setting a hard limit will define whether or not I am a failure. If I work hard and do it, I can say to myself that I'm not a failure and just a late bloomer. But if I do as I've always done, then that will be proof I'm just a sack of shit and probably give me the last push to an hero. Either way, I will change and be something beyond this