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>everyone doing such things leaves me lonelier
How so? Because you end up abandoning them? Then it's entirely your fault, nonny. I don't think transitioning makes someone any less deserving of love and friendship. They're the same person you enjoyed being around.
>why are we still alive I want someone to put me down
There's no need to rush things, we'll all die from PFAS and microplastics induced turbocancer soon enough. Well, or liver failure maybe, in your case.