I'm so angry I just spent and lost 11 dollars on this shit. How can I recover this money?

I went to a Fetlife party and it was terrible, I was expecting to make new friends and dance in a club and maybe hook up. Instead it was only like 50 people there, dudes in dog outfits and slapping each other's asses.
The whole thing has turned me off from BDSM, sex, porn, Skin Diamond (who I wanted to meet), I even had a dream tonight where she's saying "I'm unironically ugly, anon"

Especially the "Doms" looked like faggots. There was nobody there who works out or improves themselves, and I had to call many of the women "he/him" there. The Doms are actually secret assholes who are too weak and nerdy to show themselves as such, so they get off on abusing women by calling themselves feminists and under the guise of consent.

Never again. I realized I don't even enjoy any of this shit. I hate it. I hate escorts, I hate porn, bdsm, it's nothing in reality like it is in porn.

How do I make this into a money machine for myself? What crypto should I buy?

>>512588261
>Ever thought about pulling up those bootstraps, son?
>"Back in my day, we didn’t sit around waiting for handouts we worked hard, bought a house by 25, and raised a family on one salary. I don’t know what’s wrong with kids now, but they just don’t want to put in the effort."
>"When I was your age, I took whatever job I could find and made it work. These kids today act like they’re too good to flip burgers, then wonder why they can’t afford a house."
>"I started with nothing, worked hard, and now I’m comfortable so don’t tell me it’s harder today. If I could do it, anyone can."
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Peruvians, don't play with fire. Our president is a retard, but you don't really understand the kind of horrors that hide in this country. Everything can be solved through diplomacy

>typical Raider players
https://youtu.be/KI00iXf76ng?si=LP3MVnnZxPLUSq_U