I don’t want to think about girl. We talk sometimes, but I doubt she thinks of me nearly as much. We had a really nice thing for the small amount of time we had access to each other, and now we don’t. I would like to see her again, but there’s some chance I don’t get to because she gets a bf in the meantime, and there’s also some chance things never align so we can try being an actual thing. It’s really annoying and I hate it. I just want her on my couch, or to not remember she exists. One or the other.