>>82304496
I just want to be useful to people, I'm not really sure how beyond just being an emotional punching bag for people. I want to feel needed so I can talk to people without feeling like I'm wasting their time mainly.
>>82304518
Sounds like you had a very rough life honestly! Want to hug you! Maybe they're gaslighting you perhaps, considering their abusive nature it seems possible!
>>82304526
I'm terrified of being your age honestly
>>82304527
Squeeze! I'm sorry to hear that. I've always been like that. Everything feels heavy. It's just something I've always struggled with. I'm not really sure why. Perhaps it's my diet, I don't eat much since it's such a chore which perhaps contributes to it. How about yourself?

I'm so sorry I'm taking so long to respond! I'm sorry!!