I want nothing more than a girl to dominate and embarrass me by making me dress up as Astolfo and do lewd things in front of her while she teases me. She'll tell me to put the costume on and jerk me off slowly while telling me "good boys hold in their cum" and I'd try my hardest to hold it in until I'm a whimpering puppy in her arms until she finally lets me. Wish I could somehow safely find a way to live out this fantasy even if it's just jerking off on a webcam