i want:
a straight male friend that i dont need to restrict my intimacy with
the kind that if we're both in the mood we can make out while frotting or take a bath together you know
and of course sleep together every night and he has to hold me or let me hold him so i can go to sleep feeling safe and happy knowing that my friend is with me
we can marry for the benefits but friends and family will know we're both straight men
he cant have a gf of course