this is TWO GAMES
TWO
not 12, two games
i had 7 out of 8 people "action takened" for griefing. two games

people just grief when they play wiht me. i dont know. i think im infuriating or something. i constantly ping them. pause when they die, draw "??????" when they die
"why am i surrounded by such peons" over and over

i just cant help it. i just hate my team. and i like making fun of them i just hate them so much. every game i just cant stop insulting them. im never over 6000 communication score because i simply cannot resist the temptation to tell my teammates to kill themselves over and over, and try to pick ANYTHING i can to hurt their feelings

its so toxic. dota is so toxic and i dont know how to deal with it. should i try to suppress it and ignore everyone? should just do whatever is fun? should i try to tolerate the verbal abuse and not say anything?

i just dont know. but i do know i absolutely hate these people to the point where i unironically begged god on my knees for an apocalypse so these filth can rot in hell