I'm sorry you're sad ausfren. Most of us are sad too. The modern world is a miserable place. At least we've all got each other though. That's something to live for isn't it? I know it feels like your alone but so many of us are dealing with the exact same shit. If nothing else you should keep living out of spite. We'll need lots of fren's if we're ever gonna punish the people who did this to the world.