>>3984243
You don't have to go to church or listen to a priest to be Christian. Christianity is about your own personal relationship with God and holding yourself accountable even if the wider world at large mistreats and outcast you. Sucking cock and being gay might feel good to you in the moment but later in life will you be able to look yourself in the mirror and say that you're proud you spent your years getting barebacked and having "fun" instead of striving for some deeper meaning to your life? When you were a young boy what type of man did you dream of being when you were older? Somehow I doubt the younger, innocent version of yourself would have wanted you to go down this path in life.