Im in a horrendous mood today because i couldnt hang w my friend today and ive been alone all week cuz everyone i know is either busy or ignoring me. Then i go out to places to be social and surprise, everyone already has friends and doesnt need me interjecting or taking up space. I just walked past a gay bar that ive wanted to try thats apparently open on sundays now and i saw a cute guy walk in. Im gonna take a shower then go back and see if i can at least find somebody to talk to. Im not horny anymore.