>>60572974
wish you luck. be careful though, those apps can really do a number on your mind, make you feel inadequate. you aren't though. can you possibly get back to school? maybe take some classes at your local community college, gets you around a lot of women, gives you a chance to show who you are for real. that's what i'd do if i were you. and you may learn a thing or two. you're old enough to date the professors now too.