>be a strange fellow with some difficult to grasp and explain identity problems
>this was primarily caused by abuse and sexual trauma, professionals have deemed me, for lack of a better term, incurable
>genuinely want to be formless I am disgusted with having a tangible form
>my body insecurity is extreme to the point that most of my clothes are form-disguising
>rarely leave the house without full body underwear on despite always wearing oversized loose-fitting clothes
>cannot feel comfortable without it
>when covid normalized masks I was finally able to be out in public frequently without stress
>videogames are a great outlet for me because I can choose my form as I please
>MMOs and RPGs that allowed me to customize my character were a blessing
>I found peace in socially heavy games like roblox and vrchat because of the freedom of expression
>overwatch is the first and only competitive game that I feel truly represented by
>so many bizarre and strange characters, multiple that are outright inhuman
>it's perfect
>"hey, we're just gonna make a bunch of hot people now, we fucking hate weirdos"
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