I am much lonelier and it hurts much more than before, I should never have added that girl. I should have stayed checked out, there's nothing here for me

I am nearing 30 and have not yet outgrown the crushing on straight friends phase. It feels like repeating the 9th grade every year for a decade. Am I retarded?

I desperately need affection and intimacy

Is there a job I can do that helps people? If I live with pain, I could at least take away some from other people?

>>82872130
This but 34 and mine is a tranny, she wants to meet and date irl though, if she hasn't gotten the ick and lost interest by now. She wants to live together and I'm trying to have my first date.

It's not going to work out and there will never be anyone else, oh well it is what it is

What kind of archetype are you? Personally I'm a tragic romantic loner

I'm never going to know if my gf from discord committed suicide or is alive

idk what to say to my Discord friend, we already did all the easy getting to know each other stuff. I don't have anything in my life which is why it's hard but also why I don't want her to leave. I don't have anyone, I only know feeling bad, tfw no gf, being a loser.

tfw no 26 to 31 gf

cried bad in front of Mom at the dinner table

unironically crying bad over my 4chan bpd tranny discord gf again. It's not just that, it's my entire pathetic life. who else is ever going to love me

I will never love or be loved

I had my first real e-gf and everything feels much worse than before. I was trying to figure out the feeling and I think it's that I'm really insanely lonely and hopeless.

I feel like I need to quit my job but I'm afraid of becoming a shut in neet again, I'm also afraid of applying to jobs. Can someone help me? I just need my hand held a little more than other people I guess.

I wish I could get a teenager off the internet and take her ass virginity

It sucks how it's not even worth mentioning that your life is fucked and it's over. Who would care? When I see a post about how someone wants to commit suicide I think yeah welcome to life, hope you like suffering alone.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aU5U2qB8hMk

tfw no gf to save me from porn addiction

I wonder if there are any girls that would find it endearing?

34 is too late to have your first kiss, isn't it

I'm a 34 khhv and I wish I could take a girl to the 4th of July fireworks display. My dream is to take a reclusive 4chan girl and we fall in love. My mom is even leaving town next weekend so it would be a good opportunity if I could talk to a girl.

I can't imagine a good life. I have wasted so much time and I am out of hope. I won't even get to kiss a girl.

It's one o'clock on Saturday and I have already wasted my entire weekend

>>81605444
I think it's a good song

I think I'm lonely since I was listening to the "It's okay" at 1:07 over and over, then I downloaded it and tried to make it loop but it didn't sound right
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uMWiX-wo7tg&t=66s

My hands, shoulders and knees hurt and I don't even make much money

I don't even know a girl and I'm 34 and never lived on my own