i believe betty does try to make men kill themselves otherwise she wouldn't have done all this weird gaslighting and encouraging me to kill myself. even her friends are collaborating on it with her. she hasnt shown any sign of remorse or attempted to apologize for anything.
only tries to emotionally sucker punch me at least once a week about something so ill keep coming back and having meltdowns. her ultimate goal is me being 6ft under.

i wish we could have been more open and actually real friends then maybe we could have understand each other better and how to de-escalate.
i dont think she really cares though. ive always just been a joke to her.

I tried to make a collage. I really wish she would see it. It sucks being depressed all the time from this. I'm trying so hard I just want things to go back to the way they were. I'm so sorry for everything..