I have to play every game on Easy or Very Easy mode. Normal mode in most games is a challenge for me, Hard or Very Hard are difficulties so daunting I couldn't even imagine playing them.

And no, I'm not even playing games that are known for being hard. I play RPGs (both western and eastern, turn-based or action), platformers, Nintendo games, Sony cinematic games. I just suck at fucking all of them. And I have rage issues that cause me to start swearing, shouting, and pounding the nearest flat surface whenever I die or get stuck on something.

There are certain genres of games I just can't play at all. I tried simulation/strategy games (eg. Crusader Kings, Civilization) many times and I just find them so confusing I can't even begin to know how to win. Soulslikes, or anything with Souls-ish elements (eg. Hollow Knight) are completely off the table for me because I know I will die 1000+ times and will end up trashing an entire room out of pure rage.

Am I the only one who is like this? All the time on the internet I'm seeing people who are masters at every video game and just tell you to "git gud" if you suck. Every time a new game releases, people demand it is "too easy" and should be made harder, meanwhile I find those games really hard even as they are.

I feel like the only person who has been playing games his entire life and yet still sucks.