>>12612388
But jakposter, no wars are fought for countries anymore, just global elite interest...
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>>23538816
>interactions you have had with mental health services!
My opinion on it is weird because, I spent a week as inpatient at a hospital after I quit my job because I believed my coworkers were being posessed and influenced into trying to hurt or kill me. The whole time I was in the hospital I felt like it was a waste of time, I was in the same group as super depressed suicidal people when I don't really struggle with that stuff at all I just felt really out of place, it took a ton of convincing to get me to agree to take a anti psychotic pill because I didn't trust it. Anyway I got out pretty fast and I bounce back and forth between a manic state and thinking "that was a complete waste of time and there's nothing wrong with me and I don't need a pill" and a somewhat depressive phase of "fuck I'm fucking schizophrenic I'm going to live an abnormal life I can't believe this has happened to me I might actually need a pill" I'm currently not on meds and I don't really feel very receptive to the psychiatrists they have me see every month. Right now it's easy to say I genuinely have something wrong but every other week it changes, every time I'm having psychosis I write everything I'm thinking down and then when I come out of it I reread the shit I wrote and can't associate with it at all and it sounds insane, I'm considering trying pills again cause I don't want to go off the deep end but idk it's hard to convince myself. Right now it's easy to say I got good insight from the professionals at the hospital and my psychiatrist but I don't want to say medication is a solution I want to find an answer within myself but I might regret that in the future
>interactions you have had with mental health services!
My opinion on it is weird because, I spent a week as inpatient at a hospital after I quit my job because I believed my coworkers were being posessed and influenced into trying to hurt or kill me. The whole time I was in the hospital I felt like it was a waste of time, I was in the same group as super depressed suicidal people when I don't really struggle with that stuff at all I just felt really out of place, it took a ton of convincing to get me to agree to take a anti psychotic pill because I didn't trust it. Anyway I got out pretty fast and I bounce back and forth between a manic state and thinking "that was a complete waste of time and there's nothing wrong with me and I don't need a pill" and a somewhat depressive phase of "fuck I'm fucking schizophrenic I'm going to live an abnormal life I can't believe this has happened to me I might actually need a pill" I'm currently not on meds and I don't really feel very receptive to the psychiatrists they have me see every month. Right now it's easy to say I genuinely have something wrong but every other week it changes, every time I'm having psychosis I write everything I'm thinking down and then when I come out of it I reread the shit I wrote and can't associate with it at all and it sounds insane, I'm considering trying pills again cause I don't want to go off the deep end but idk it's hard to convince myself. Right now it's easy to say I got good insight from the professionals at the hospital and my psychiatrist but I don't want to say medication is a solution I want to find an answer within myself but I might regret that in the future
>>12607191
then don't worry bout it man , I don't plan on stepping on your toes. Take care
then don't worry bout it man , I don't plan on stepping on your toes. Take care
