>>29335946
hey choom, don't listen to the faggots telling you to kill yourself, or these demons telling others to, they only want to hurt because they're hurt.
moving on, you have to realize you're still new to this life thing, we all are. we're living it for the first time and mistakes are more prone to us than we think. one thing for sure, you're gonna get knocked down and there ain't no given set before it all stops. it's life. but you, choom, have to keep on getting up and dust yourself off. the fact you can accept that you didn't take any opportunities means you got a good head on your shoulders. whether you have a roof over your head, or just bedsheets to keep you comfy at night, you HAVE to keep going. don't listen to these scum faggots telling you to just rope, they're not gonna remember who you even are, let alone this thread. God works in mysterious ways, and hell, imagine looking back to this very moment and thinking "damn, i got through it after all.." it takes time, choom. it takes time. if you can't find the will to keep going, then live out of spite. grind, start small, and you'll build up to something better. have no fear OP, you're going to be alright.