>>76480805
I was very close to death for a while because of a medical issue that constantly hurt and took away all ability to feel pleasure from pretty much anything but food was an exception. So I figured fuck it, eat, and so I did. Gained about 40lbs over the course of a year, lost it, then gained 40lbs again. It was the correct choice and now the weight has to come off and it'll stay off this time.
I'll be out of this shithole and back to my regular shithole in about a month since I already lost 20bs.