>>40688006
I deleted discord, all my pictures, and even removed everything from my closet.

I just am not understanding where this feeling is coming from? I’m religious and hold god in my heart dearly and so I’d have to imagine it’s not a succubus that’s controlling me. I also don’t watch anything that triggers me or anything like that nonsense. I avoid topics that even resemble an inkling of a similarity of that path and I don’t talk to this one guy specifically so that my body won’t get shaky and cause me to fold around him. I even tried wearing a beard in front of him one day at a party but I just caved and giggled like a joke.

And on top of that, my heart genuinely hurts now and I have no idea why and this was 4-5 months ago when I started dropping the medicine. I just feel stuck or lost maybe?

>>40688024
I didn’t trick her. I tried to tell myself to move on with this and be normal and date a girl like a regular guy would in hopes this would disappear.

>>40688036
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>>40688037
I do appreciate that, thank you <3

>>40688041
I’ve heard the stories unfortunately :/