>>76490946
I think God wills that we reinforce our virtues in the measure of the difficulties he presents us. My relationship with food isn't healthy right now, but it no longer controls me. I have merely become its master rather than be its slave, but ideally I do believe in the future I will restore a better relationship closer to that of friends, where I can honestly walk down the street, smell something good and entertain the idea of going inside to buy it, rather than reminding myself today is a fasting day, or that I have already eaten, or that I already have planned out my meal for the day, etc. It takes a lot of time, as far as I can tell.