>>510125504
I get the ego trip on the real stuff, I was alot like you, but you should reconsider your views on God. I'm not selling you on a religion. Just be honest with yourself and take some time to pray/ask the real omnipotent God of creation to reveal the truth to you. It might take a while, over a decade for me, and you might not like it outright but he won't leave you hanging forever if you really mean it. There's only one truth and finding it is satisfying like nothing else. Just keep looking and really mean it man. Stay white
