>>61075342
I know man, but don't let that destroy you. In the end it still is only money. Others are rich and still miserable. A lot of trading is also about the feeling of success, not just the money. Purpose and pride.

>>61075346
That's what I meant, you don't feel comfortable. I also shorted Gold on an cryptoexchange (trying out the platform, also nice interest payments for holding position) but got out right before the pump started, just because I didn't feel comfortable. You see the rise and think, I'm gonna short it. Later then you realize...
>Why did I even short this? Why should it go down

You probably lost too much to be able to trade without constant fear. You either need to find a market where you don't feel it or take a pause or something.