>>520779450
>resisting the devil
And in doing so you conflated reason with evil.
You talk about philosophy and gnosticism as if they were monolithic doctrines when they're vast fields of different schools of thought, often aiming at liberating yourself so you're free to develop the tools required for actual discernment. It's the same as saying all music is bad. It's absolute retardation.
>>520779929
>I dont want to
Ah, so you admit you're being carried over by emotion instead of awareness or logic.
"The road to Hell is paved with good intentions."
You're not studying, just hiding under the Bible, (edited by jews btw). You're not discerning shit, you're avoiding it because it scares you. Your demoralization is limiting you. You're too scared to fail so you rely on your book without even considering that it (or your interpretation) may be wrong.
God doesn't speak to you, schizo, only through different sources and the blanks between them. He only guides you through them, but first you need to set sail.