>>82245763
even if it's people you care about?
>>82245805
>I like rifles, shotties, handguns and everything else.
do you know the honey badger gun? it's probably my favourite rifle ever. looks awesome and sounds awesome. kinda wish i could shoot it someday. i like lever guns cause im a big fan of cowboys and the wild west, (reason why i like revolvers too)
>What kind of revolvers do you like?
colts ofc! nothing beats the looks of those.
>I'm sure something makes you happy
yes, i know. perhaps i haven't explained myself well; im sure i do feel happiness from time to time. it's just that i dont even notice when i do. i dont know how happiness is supposed to feel, i dont know how to recognize it. i never really think "wow im really happy right now!" it's almost as if i dont actually feel anything, it seems to me i only feel bad feelings because they're the ones i've felt for so long in my life and know nothing else. it's hard to explain.
>Long term happiness eludes me too
if it's even real... sorry to hear about your marriage anon. it's always saddening to know these things happen. i hope we'll both find something nice that will brings us happiness some day.
>>82245807
>hihi
hello!"!""!1
>still touch starved and depressed but im okaaay ig
you and me both anon, it is what it is. have a virtual hug!
>society
personally not a fan of how shit everything is right now either
>building kotori from Blue Archive
oh she's cute. how long do you think it will take to complete her? i was thinking of making a chibi hu tao somewhere too. im really bad at drawing stuff though.