>>81935862
>My mom beat me
I'm so sorry this happened to you, anon. I hate women a lot in part because I grew up with a nasty grandma. My mom lost custody of me when I was very little, and she would've been even nastier. My grandma seems to be a low-level narcissist. She would bully me growing up and never respected any boundaries or my privacy. There was constant rage with tons of yelling on a daily basis in the household because of her, and I still have some relatively minor issues with emotional regulation at the age of 25 because of the bullshit I went through growing up. My dad (my adoptive father who was married to my grandma) loved me very much and was aware that she was abusive and crazy, but couldn't afford moving out at the time.

You and me both, people call me a passoid sometimes, but it's so obvious that they're just telling me that to comfort me. I'm such a fucking hon istg.
https://voca.ro/1jUhyr8xZ8Wl

https://voca.ro/1eoc7dqmsPFr
Please help me, I am at the end of my wit with the voice training. I'll try to give you advice too!
(and yes I meant high-pass filter, not low-pass)

I am trying:
* larynx raising
* vocal fry
* pitch variation
* resonance modification
* speaking breathy
but it just sounds like dude still. did transvoicelessons lie to me :(