Starting to really hate my horny side. Not with the passionate theatrical quasi-religious pseudo-intellectual righteous fury that a lot of younger guys seem to have nor the mopey doomer woe-is-me resignation of others, but with a general undercurrent of contempt for the time and energy it takes out of my day. Like really? You want to spank the monkey? You've got all this shit you've gotta do and you want to take a minute to self-abuse to anime tiddies~ before continuing your routine? For fuck's sake you just feel even worse for it afterwards, it makes the stressful things in life hit you harder and doesn't even work as a coping mechanism. I don't know, maybe this evolution of my hatred is a good sign of progress? On the other hand I just jerked off and need to deal with something obnoxious in 30 minutes so I'm a bit frazzled.