>>40917083
Something I have noticed is that if you dont goon, seemingly all you want to do is goon, but if you do goon you wish with every fiber of your body that you didnt release. Idk if that makes sense but when im on SR my mind wants to masturbate a lot but if I relapse then I intensely wish I never did. Im starting to lose the urge to masturbate since im just gonna be wishing I never did for several weeks afterwards