>>938613497
..and with you, perhaps you need to be more intimate with your mom, but in a non gooner way - touching, hugging, cuddling, perhaps kissing. Keep the cock tucked away to meet your semen retention goals, and you'll also have a better chance with your mom.

Integration takes the distant parts of yourself and bring it into your core being, makes it you. If you're into your mom, make it part of your core being and lifestyle.

or not. Just because you have a kink doesn't mean you need to integrate it.

sometimes these weird things are just demons to be exorcised. No matter how much I want to be a faggot troon, I won't find a happy life down that path, so perhaps I should work on boosting T, not looking at porn all day, and continue to pursue a breedable female of some sort.

People who do meth really want to do more meth. Integrating meth into your core being is possible, and you'll have fun for a bit being a homeless meth head on the the sidewalk, but it starts to get bleak after that.