I’m feeling really sad right now because of an argument with my mom, I really didn’t mean to, I didn’t mean to do anything wrong. I really love her a lot, she’s my everything, and I feel terrible that she set-in-stone believes I was meaning something different than what I meant and she thinks I’m a fraud and that I was trying to gaslight her. I feel terrible. I wish there was a Spamton or a Tenna or a Pluey or even just an Addison here for me to hug and cuddle but I don’t deserve it and they all deserve better.