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On dating sites I tell guys I'm just a crossdresser. My goal is to actually pass and I'm solely interested in vers men. I'm 5'5" and in shape so apart from some things I can semi pass. From my pic they can generally tell I'm not some boomer with some weird stocking fetish or something. I don't know how else to put it. It's like I'm pre-trans because I really don't want to get lumped in with sissies and boomer crossdressers. Most guys want to smash anyway but I know they're horny so it's not that validating kek.

Will I actually troon fully? I don't know. The one thing I hate about crossdressing is that when I look in the mirror I instantly wish for more femme features. I'll wish I had FFS and BA done. I'm scared of uprooting my life and dealing with all the social chaos that comes with being a newborn tranny.