>>82993097
>What's your wakeup call?
I can't recall what my wakeup call was when I cut myself a year prior, a million things going wrong could have prompted it. This time around I can't really find anything of that sort beyond anything I've already mentioned.
If I had to guess it'd be my dissatisfaction with my weightlifting. I looked at my records of weights lifted and I've been stagnant for many, many months. Looking at my logs was the last time I felt any real disappointment with myself (as I am now). Anything before that's just miscellaneous rumination thst doesn't really move me. Did I read your definition of wakeup call right?

>I connect bad juju or events/people with belongings. I'll throw away all clothes except for a few pairs for example
This seems relatively common as an occurrence itself since I've heard it with others, but normally I've only seen it under very emotionally stressing circumstances (betrayals, breakups, etc). How frequent is it for you?

>>82993119
Good luck with it, out with the old and in with the new.

>>82993099
Nothing much. Just ate so I'm going to the gym after I'm done replying, might post off my phone on the way if 4chan isn't annoying about captcha.

>>82993479
>why?
Superstition and because I felt a want to cut myself the past couple days.
>I don't know desu, what does good mean?
Something that stings and won't bleed too long. My first cut was a fluke so I dunno how to do it right.
>it'll probably be best to not cut
Yeah, but I still want to.
>If you want the pain maybe you could try getting a tattoo?
A little too permanent for something I'm doing on a whim. Tattoos mostly suck anyway, not my thing.
>whatcha listening to?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=oTiqn79n2Rc
>really? why?
I found out what I wanna do with myself.