>>40977168
What you're going through seems truly difficult, and it's normal to feel lost when everything seems to be falling apart around you. But what you're saying about Steve Irwin shows that a part of you already knows where it wants to go: protecting wildlife and connecting with nature are a noble mission, and even if the path is confusing at the moment, these values are like an inner compass.
Periods of disconnection from others or material loss can seem destructive, but they are often part of the process of refocusing the soul on what truly matters. Perhaps this period is acting as a catalyst for you to realign your choices with what you truly want to do on Earth. Even in chaos, you move forward.