Recently graduated. Have a well paying job (for now). Been able to save a lot.

These are all good things, but I am still absolutely miserable. I’ve never been so lonely in my entire life. I keep replaying the memories from this one date I had with a girl that I really liked. That was over a year ago.

I can’t sleep. Food has lost all taste. I’m just in a constant agitated, uncomfortable state every single day. I showed up late to work every day this past week. Prior to that I never showed up late even once. I don’t know what to do.