Thread 214094436

Recently graduated. Have a well paying job (for now). Been able to save a lot.

These are all good things, but I am still absolutely miserable. I’ve never been so lonely in my entire life. I keep replaying the memories from this one date I had with a girl that I really liked. That was over a year ago.

I can’t sleep. Food has lost all taste. I’m just in a constant agitated, uncomfortable state every single day. I showed up late to work every day this past week. Prior to that I never showed up late even once. I don’t know what to do.

reminds me of when I had just graduated, started a new life in a totally unfamiliar city on my own.

That lonely feeling alone sucks, but it makes you really drained mentally when something bad BESIDES it happens like messing up in your job.

Nobody to share your stories and pain with, to comfort you and cuddle with.

>>214095074
Yeah. I’ve been considering suicide to be honest. Really want to pull through though.

How are you doing now anon?

>>214095450
Getting better but regretting I should’ve started sooner.

Some people deplore missing teenage love but early-mid is equally or even more important now I think about it.

Best wishes anon!

>>214095607
Thank you, but I’ve pretty much made up my mind. Not sure what I’m doing posting here honestly. Need attention I guess.

>>214094436 (OP)
have you tried meeting new people?

>>214094436 (OP)
Holy shit this is pretty much me right now. Worst part is, I got feelings for this girl right before I graduated and moved 8 hours away. She told me a couple months ago that something could’ve worked out between us if I had just stayed closer. I fear I’ll never find a girl like her again.

>>214094436 (OP)
>>214095878
men when some random girl shows them a sliver of affection

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>>214095872
I have but it actually fucking sucks. No one really compares to her honestly.
>>214095878
Is this just it? Do we just have to accept losing out on someone so special?

For me, what hurts the most is knowing that I had a chance and just blew it. Completely incidental.

>>214095934
well good luck festering in your misery then I guess

>>214095932
I am not embarrassed and I’m not a faggot. I don’t care if people “bully me” about this post. I don’t have anyone to talk to in my actual life, so I figured I’d put it here so I wasn’t just dwelling on these thoughts completely alone. Also spoke with ChatGPT for 30 minutes.

>>214095957
That isn’t what I’m doing. I’ve been very active. Continuing to socialize, dating occasionally, and doing productive hobbies. Why do you have to be such an insufferable faggot?

>>214095926
Broski she let me hit after confessing my feelings to her of course I’m going to miss her a lot

>>214095992
If only you got her pregnant

>>214094436 (OP)
Boo hoo nigga, i bet you wipe your tears with 100 dollar bills
Now Imagine doing it but a shit job with shit wage

>>214096119
I can’t see any other girl liking me enough to be willing to sleep with me

>>214094436 (OP)
if you have money you should take a vacation. go travel somewhere nice and relax