>hanging out with a friend
>ask friend to take some photos of me with one of the latest iphones since i feel the lighting isn’t bad since we’re outside on a nice day
>look okay in some pics, facial proportions look very disgusting in others especially when i look right at the camera
>we head back to my place so i ask him to take some more photos
>look even more shit than before, possibly due to lighting
>remember we have non reversing mirror at home
>actually look pretty good in it, but also look markedly different compared to the photos my friend took outside

How the hell do I know what I really look like to other people and what should I trust? This shit is bothering me to no end and it’s ruining my life, on top of that im meeting a woman I really like very soon and she says i look good on video call but i’m not sure if i will look the same to her in person.

I KEEP WATCH AT NIGHT
THE WINDOW
I KEEP WATCH AT NIGHT
THE CARS
I KEEP WATCH AT NIGHT
THE SOUNDS THE NOISES
I KEEP WATCH AT NIGHT
THE THOUGHTS THAT WONT STOP
I KEEP AT WATCH AT NIGHT
IT ALL MOVES SO QUICKLY
I KEEP WATCH AT NIGHT
and in the day i sleep >.<