i wish there was a safe place online for lesbians/sapphics with insane fetishes. this place is full of ppl with necro fetishes like myself but they are 97% male and 99.99% straight :,) fuck my stupid baka life

what type of over the counter pills can i take to surely get it done? im only 5'0 and 91 pounds so it shouldnt take much but i definitely need to go fast. i cant get access to a gun i am 18 but i have been in mental facilities