Thread 936211183

what type of over the counter pills can i take to surely get it done? im only 5'0 and 91 pounds so it shouldnt take much but i definitely need to go fast. i cant get access to a gun i am 18 but i have been in mental facilities

>>936211183 (OP)
I'm fairly certain any combination of over the counter pills you can take that will kill you won't do it quickly or painlessly.

>>936211255
i know it will hurt but i have tried before with like 40 muscle relaxers and it didnt work so im just confused at this point what will definitely get it done

you're only 18 and already wanna die? how pathetic.

give us a good reason for your sue of side and maybe we'll help

>>936211579
nothing in life entertains me, i have no friends i just sit in bed and go to work. people say i am funny and pretty but no one dates me because i have mood swings i cant help. and im just a pathetic loser, i dont have my license and dont know how to live on my own

>>936211661
have you considered doing porn? youll make a bunch of money, feel fulfilled and live care free for the rest of your life.

>>936211183 (OP)
If you're too dumb to figure out how to die painlessly, you deserve to suffer in the agony of your pointless life.

>>936211712
i am scared of sex im even scared of tampons i have sent pictures of my body to men and thats fine but i cant do the extreme things that big onlyfans creators do, at most i will end up with just a small porn career and losing my family which is all i have

>>936211521
You're better off finding another way, bad as it may sound even hanging yourself would be a better way to go than an overdose.

I'm not gonna tell you not to kill yourself but I do sincerely feel for you, existence gets fucking dark and every time you think you've seen the worst of it, along comes an even blacker darkness. I'm honestly not sure how I've made it as long as I have myself.

>>936211771
lowkey truth

>>936211795
sorry to hear that anon :( i hope it looks bright for you soon, honestly i know sound like a hypocrite but im being genuine. and i dont want to hang because i dont want to look ugly LMAO im superficial sawrry

>>936211779
You're just scared of bad sex. Good sex would have you wanting to take it all. But that's assuming you are actually a girl. Post tits and slit or GTFO. Tits alone no longer enough. Hormone therapy is a thing.

>>936211882
look this was a genuine post man. i dont want freaks like you here i wanna die not drown my pain in hyper sexuality you are barking up the wrong tree go find some other poor girl to prey on cause at least im smart enough to not fall for incel tactics

>>936211868
I understand that hypocrite part, I find myself being moral support for other people somewhat frequently and spitting out "everything will be okay" kinda makes my stomach churn, makes me feel like liar.

>>936212089
I GET THATTTTT like brah who am i am to be like nooo its gonna all be okay and then kill myself? like LMFAO? but i mean at least we are trying to be kinder to others so thats a good thing

>>936212185
People always say "misery loves company" but honestly I feel like a lot of truly unhappy people that have spent their life struggling to find happiness are more empathetic because they don't want people to feel like they do.

>>936212077
Dumb bitch, I'm married with kids and semiretired at 37. Sold two businesses already. You just need to grow the duck up and fuck off with this stupid punk ass pity party. You're probably a dumbass troony tunes faggot, if so, find a bridge over a railroad track. If an actual split tail, then learn that having a pussy doesn't excuse you for being a pussy.

>>936212711
yeah probably, thats lowkey why i love to vent because eventually i'll find someone who i can just sit and chat with and eventually we are both so miserable it just cancels out! perfect math :)

>>936211183 (OP)
you should post tits first, can't let them go to waste once you're dead.

>>936212849
sor these words are not in the bible...

>>936213113
the world will prosper without my b cups being seen LMAO

>>936213113
its probably some tranny who's just now realizing that xhe can't unchop xher dick

>>936213309
god forbid a girl trolls on 4chan brah

>>936213295
/b/ gets dozens of threads each week where someone claims to be a girl and hundreds of guys reply desperate for attention
you could post tits and make this thread a little more interesting at least

>>936212867
I get it, it's a hard thing to try and relate to people with. Bringing down the vibe and getting the "everything is gonna be okay" speech gets tiresome and makes me feel like shit. I wish more people would just say "Yeah man things might never be okay but I feel you" instead of trying to be helpful.

>>936213528
i'll post kitty once i shave her cause ik i got tranny titties but here damn

>>936211183 (OP)
Why do you want to die?
Can you articulate that as well as you can articulate the suicide itself? If you can't, that suggests something.

You barely know anything. Women should read more philosophy. Doesn't even understand the human condition and wants to die, lol.

>>936213729
why do you want to shave your cat? nothing justifies animal cruelty.

>>936213791
i mean its just been a feeling ive had my whole life, never experiencing genuine happiness even in moments that i should be, feeling like life is meaningless, just not enjoying being alive

>>936213729
ohh delectable tits on a porcelain platter, have you thought about nyotaimori?
they dehumanize you making you into a thing in the case of nyotaimori you become a plate appreciated for the work the divine potter put into your form. art, breathing art.

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>>936213876
i can assure you that in my small time being alive, i have dedicated a lot of it to trying my best i have read a lot of philosophy and im even quite proud if the fact that i am interested in forming my own opinions unlike others my age. you know nothing about me, youre assumptions of me as a woman came from your incel echo chamber.

>>936211779
>i will.lose my family which is all i have
So what, youll commit soduko and still be hitting them up on snapchat? Fucking retarded. If youre sincere about it, buy some fucking rope.

>>936214008
Cry more, little baby kike

>>936213946
OHHHH WAITTTT I WANNA LOOK INTO THIS!! i was just taking about how i want my death, or moreso- my naked body to be seen as art instead of goonslop. thanks for putting me on

>>936214042
your ragebait wont work on me. my heart is pure and kind

>>936213885
as beautiful as the bush is, i unfortunately like to shave mine

>>936211183 (OP)
you dont wanna die, or you wouldn't have said this outloud.

>>936214518
ight brah sure

>>936214621
I wanna die too
we should die together ^_^

>>936215114
if youre a cute girl then sure!

>>936215297
people tell me i'm cute

>>936215367
then you are cute! lets die beautiful

>>936215404
does this mean we're friends now? :3

>>936213924
that's what drugs are for

How far do you think this conversation could go? emyriion

>>936211183 (OP)
you don't deserve to die

>>936211183 (OP)
It's not worth it to kill yourself. You're 18. You're still a child, like it or not. Try to find something you can enjoy about life. You're only just getting started.

>>936213729
Perfect nipples, cute collar bones.

Exercise always clears your mind and then you can focus better. This sounds crazy but consider the military? There are non-combat roles in every branch, gives you a purpose and a bunch of money. Obviously you’ll build endless friendships, which is the cornerstone of humanity; social-ability. I’ve been hopeless my whole life until I recently joined and now I’m literally shopping for houses.

And yes they will take you if you were suicidal. Just may have to wait some months if you had prescription meds.

>>936211183 (OP)
go to walmart, buy insulin, inject full bottle, enjoy the rest of your life.

>>936216413
see i considered this but my okdest brother joined the military and he just got discharged and hes coming straight back home to live with his parents i feel like its just a temporary solution but i appreciate the thought, maybe i'll consider it if i run out of options tho, also thanks for the compliment i appreciate it actually

>>936216125
sweetest thing ive ever heard thank you

>>936216253
ive been trying, i hope i find it soon tho bc it feels like ive been trying to find my purpose forever

>>936216533
NEVER FORGET

>>936215501
100%

>>936216670
post discord so i can groom you

>>936216572
Most people who join make the mistake of not taking it seriously and spending all their money. And if they were just some infantry person or drove trucks or something then they won’t have great skills to come back to the civilian life with. But as like supply person or transportation coordinator or even bigger things like IT or intelligence, there tons of opportunities. You just gotta actually want it. And don’t listen to the memes where they say you”re just joining to die or you’re serving warmongerers or trump or whatever. Think of it as them serving you.

>>936214092
you know, someone will still fap to that. I don't, but I've chatted with many who beat it to dead women, and that being "art" never stopped anyone.

>>936211183 (OP)
>Go to psychiatrist
>Tell her what you are going through (don't mention suicide)
>Get a prescription of lithium for mood swings
Lithium in slightly higher doses than prescribed is poison, I once took three times my prescription and ended up puking all night that's three pills if you take the entire box you will not only die but it will be an overkill, get sleeping pills too because you don't want to be awake for that shit

>>936216660
Still waiting for that truth to come out, especially after he apologized and never showed anything.

>>936211183 (OP)
Mommy making you get a job? Get a job

>>936211183 (OP)
Are you feeling compelled to harm others?

That is apparently the only justification for suicide.
It were better for him that a millstone were hanged about his neck, and he cast into the sea, than that he should harm a child of God.

>>936214166
Wasnt rage b8 you retard, how can you claim to care about your family but want to kill yourself, sounds like you just want attention, which youre getting and still havnt posted your fucking cunt you gay nigger.

>>936211661
If you don't know how to live on your own, then someone failed you. So kill them

>>936216707
i respect the people who join our military but i am unfortunately too weak willed. i cant get over the cruelty our military has caused and dont want to willingly be apart of it, it conflicts with my morals and just how sensitive i am

>>936216748
well i think the thought if ugly old men fapping to me just goves me the chills however if a beautiful girl wanted to jerk it to my blown off face i would rest peacefully knowing i have lesbian freaks who love me

>>936216752
THANK YOU FOR ACTUAL ADVICE I COULD KISS YOU MWAH THIS IS GENIUS I AN GOING TO DO THIS!!!

>>936216795
if im being completely honest, i dont feel like i have the balls to hurt anyone but when i get angry i do picture everyone around me being dead. i wish i wasnt like this. i dont want to have to kill myself but its what my brain tells me 24/7

>>936216853
i never claimed i CARED abt them read boy readdddd. i just said they are all i have. go get real pussy you fat bitch and leave me and the kind people in my responses out of your incel antics

>>936217095
you get used to it after a while
real thing to worry about is when you start thinking that way about yourself

>>936216942
I can understand that. I felt the same way too. Spent my early 20’s just gaining a perspective on life and the world. Cruel but necessary, like a lion eating its prey. Not to justify intentional cruelty, but there’s some things you will never be able to change, and if you can learn to adapt to the cruelties in the world, you’ll start to feel more confident living in it. You may become a little cynical but that’s just part of it. You’ll feel like a warrior existing within the chaos. Sounds dramatic but I’m serious.

>>936216859
well thats definitely an option i suppose

>>936216970
It'll be mostly men, for sure. I doubt any girl would actually get off a dead woman, it's quite despicable even for male standards, so only degenerates would. which are basically ugly dudes.

>>936217191
you'd be surprised at how cute they can be

>>936217158
you seem like a cool guy bro. i might seriously consider it if i end up miraculously wanting to live but thanks a lot for the perspective, its nice to know that other people can make it out :)

>>936217191
i get off on crazyyyyy stuff when women are involved actually TT ive always felt like i secretly have the soul of a fat incel cause it gets crazy

>>936211183 (OP)
If you wanted to kys you would have already done it. Grow the fuck up you worthless attention whore.

>>936217211
perhaps. I'd day if a guy is that much of a degenerate, then he probably had no relationship. and to get no relationships you gotta be both ugly and mentally ill, basically an incel.
still, I admit I'm generalizing and might be wrong, the only degenerate I actually know is me, and I fit in that.

>>936217288
passionate from miles away... passive with the things you say...

>>936211183 (OP)
>>936211521
>>936211661
>>936217167
>>936217272
Greetings, m'lady!
I take it you haven't long to peruse this site, being 18 and all.
Perchance I might interest you in a soothing discord call while I orient you to how teh chans works?
It may surprise you as the date of our lifetime!

>>936217272
you do you I guess, but it's a fact that it'll be mostly men masturbating to you. maybe with the odd girl, who knows.

>>936217236
For sure, I like to help with a little wisdom. My sister was suicidal, attempted twice, she now owns her own business. I was very suicidal but never attempted, joined the Army. Now I can clearly see my whole life ahead of me, and I’m really excited for it.

But now I have to be a perv and ask to see your pussy :D

>>936215114
>>936215404
have you decided who's going to find your bodies and how?

>>936217362
>>936217354
Bryan, by the way.
Pleasure upon me to meet you, m'lady!
I am eagerly awaiting your RSVP.

>>936217393
makes me miss bestgore ;_;
perfect anti-suicide fuel

>>936211183 (OP)
i want to prove to yall so bad that i am a girl, and that i am infact quite pretty. but i will not for two reasons, i dont want to show my pussy and have my feelings regarded, and i obviously dont want my face or pussy on this website. i appreciate the trust and kindness from you guys and hope you know im being genuine, maybe if you want to get to know me i will eventually show myself but for now i will not

>>936216633
Honestly just don't let yourself lose that hope. I just keep telling myself things don't improve in 5 years then I guess I'll finally do it. I've managed to hit 30, still a virgin, fat as fuck, basically just go to work and sleep. If I'm able to hang on then anyone should be able to. You're probably just being too hard on yourself and possibly ignoring signs from the people around you that you're cared about.

>>936217460
unfortunately i am a gore-girly amd only fuels it, i find something so beautiful about dead girls

>>936217362
this made me giggle a bit icl

>>936217476
you already posted tits. it's fine.

>>936217476
Well I hope you make it out of this rut. Like I said a little exercise goes a long way. If you make enough money get a gym membership and set a little routine for after work. Bring a friend, make a friend.

OP is a larping tranny

>>936217443
>Auto
>>936217554
Hello
Did you receive my message it was not replied to yet and and you replied already once to the other one without it yet

>>936217378
LMFAOOO i dont want too much being shown on this website i hope u understand but gimme dat discord and you might get lucky

>>936217460
All bestgore ever taught me is that I should be kind enough to go outside before I eat a bullet.

>>936211183 (OP)
Come suck me off, I got a hi point I don't mind getting rid of

>>936217527
personally i feel it helps having to choose between killing myself and everyone else
still serious about the discord thing though, you're cool and i wanna stay in touch

>>936217586
tranny allegations... i made it...

>>936217637
Hey sure why not.
>Inb4 a bunch of spam requests
paranoidandroid3595

>>936217677
discord is coochiejoshi!!

>>936211183 (OP)
Even if all hope seems lost, there is always a little chance of making it. it may be a 0.00000001% chance, but it's there. If you kill yourself however, well that chance becomes 0 obviously.

I get how you're feeling, me and my best friend would have probably already done it together if we lived closer, but yet here we are. Your situation seems close to that of my best friend too, so trust me when i say i get you

>>936217743
sent :)

>>936217479
i am really hard on myself but isnt everybody? i personally think looks/weight should effect how anyone views their worth tho, my suicidal thoughts mostly stem from how much i just dont feel joy in my life

>>936217833
youre lucky ti have a bestfriend that considered doing that with you! parden my weirdnes but i have a weird obsession with death and think thats kinda beautiful in a way. thanks for the understanding its always great to know people are in the same boat as you

>>936217913
Oh yeah, I'm certain my weight is what keeps me down. I've slowly improved but generally haven't been motivated. For yourself though, there must be things you enjoy? I'm certain when you say you don't have friends you can't mean literally none. There must be someone you talk to or hang out with occasionally? What things do you enjoy?

>>936211183 (OP)
I don’t want you to die, so please don’t.

I understand life is hard sometimes. But you shouldn’t give up.

Add me on discord and let’s talk about it.

@testiclemonsterman

Be strong please. I believe in you

>>936217980
No problem ^^ and I get that, i've always loved dark stuff, including death (for example speaking of my best friend, we did cut each other last time we met), but tbh we care too much about eachother to let the other do that ahah.

Just to try, one thing that's been helping him is me forcing him to do stuff, so maybe you could ask someone you trust to do that maybe?

>>936218098
well i go to work and sleep. thats it LOL i dont have my license and live in a small town far away from other people and places so online became my life. i play games and talk to ppl here and stuff! i have a few online friends but my reality is so depressing

>>936217913
Do i belive that looks/weight are tied to a person's worth? No, in fact i really like people who are a bit overweight just as much as people that are a bit muscular

Does that stop me from holding unbelivably high standards from myself and to starve myself so i can be skinny and pretty? Also no

>>936217527
>>936217460
neither one of you answered the question. you can fetishize this on your own time, but you're posers playing pretend. gore is what death looks like, what your death will look like. so unless you personally want to be a "pretty dead girl", you don't want to die. you just think it makes you interesting instead of fucking tedious.

>>936218386
you're tedious ;)

>>936218430
grow up and get a real personality

>>936211183 (OP)
>over the counter pills
try a pill lock revolver

>>936218386
idc + ur mad + im playing with my toys lalalalaaa

>>936218498
Hey now i'm curious, what toys?

>>936218386
i DO want to be a pretty dead girl you aren't understanding that i want to slap a cute bow on my head then blow my face off TT

>>936218344
SOOOO REALLLL like chubby im the only person in the world who HAS to be perfect wveryone else is beautiful the way they are and i mean that genuinely

First off youre a beautiful person but pls dont ever harm yourself theres so much in life idk how old you are but you seem kind of young. You got so many years ahead of you where you can improve and better yourself dont give up. No weird shit but do you have a discord we could talk on to give you some advice?

>>936218601
EXACTLY. I literally never care about what other people look like, but when it comes to me have the wildest mood swings because i shaved and it left some marks or because not every inch of my skin is smooth and perfect or because my hair aren't perfect 100% of the times

Its so hard rn with the world we live in America is in shambles due to the idiocy of the right. I know the future looks bleaks but dont give up. You say you have a fascination with death why?

Also i know this is the most obvious answer ever but consider therapy or make a friend to talk to. This is 4chan its not the best place to be getting advice from

Also i just wanna say its really not weird to be into gore and things like that. Theres alot of people like you that finds those things fascinating. I personally had an addiction to watchpeopled*e for a while. Its just crazy to see all the ways people can die and satisfying in a weird way my fave videos are ones with cartels. Im a little fucked up

Dont kill yourself and all that but damn you got some pretty tits post pussy bush and all we dont care but fr dont kill yourslef it’s never that serious man

OP if you want a free flight to the UK with unlimited spending hit me up… you’re too fine to die and i will make you life somewhat cool <3

If you ever wanna talk

>>936219121
Take this offer, op. Worst case scenario you get your wish

>>936219185
>pronouns

>>936219121
I disagree do not go to UK , find yourself a nice homegrown American boyfriend. This guys probably an Arab looking to rape a white girl

>>936219258
my pronouns are he/man

>>936211183 (OP)
Take a half bottle of Flintstone vitamins and you will yabba dabba dab on out.

Why do you have to be perfect though? You put way too high expectations on yourself who cares what other people think about you. You honestly just need to figure out the root problem causing you to be insecure of your body and fix that. Once you fix your own confidence the validation you seek from others will come naturally

If i ever killed myself i would try to do it by monoxide poisoning by car. I can set myself up real pretty and my family wouldnt have to see me all fucked up from something extreme.

>>936211183 (OP)
Overdosing on morphine will do the trick it may be hard to get it

>>936211661
My wife had mood swings until she went to a shrink and got the correct meds. Now we live a happy life with 2 kids and a house. And race cars. Not even joking.

The biggest thing was getting her ADHD under control. Let's get think clearly and not be so impulsive. Really helped her find peace in her head.

I'll post her amazing titties to save this thread from your boring lack of titties lol

>>936211183 (OP)
just treat your depression anon

its not worth ending your life for a momentary feeling that will pass in a few hours anyway

seek help

I hate existing, every day I wish I succeeded in any of my attempts, I cut myself every day to remind myself, I wish I just pulled the fucking trigger. I genuinely deserve to be dead.

Chances are you haven’t made as many mistakes as I, and I’m only 19. So talk to your family, ‘cause chances are they care about you and wouldn’t want you going through this alone.

Blend cherry or apple seeds, a lot, they’re full of cyanide. Just need to get through the shell.

Your wife has nice tits too but dont hate on the suicidalgirl we love titties of all sizes here. They’re honestly really pretty and the way her nipples perk is just so cute! Show some respect instead of hate

>>936220952
awww i see your expecting triplets!><

>>936221088
thank you man, if im being fr i only posted them so ppl would stop bitching ant me larping as a girl and i mean idgaf abt them i just appreciate the kind ppl here is all

>>936216752
>lithium
https://www.healthdirect.gov.au/lithium
need a Bi polar-disorder in order to get this prescription

>>936221335

Why come here in the first place?

>>936221335
do you really want to die or do you want to not deal with your problems? The brain is incredibly stupid and smart and will come to suicide as the quickest solution. Could you try describing your problems? Also the 988 hotline is anonymous if you want to hear someone's voice

>>936221516
Or a Nirvana prescription

Youre welcome and thank you for the pic youre beautiful and post more only if you feel comfortable. Dont mind any of these rude people talking about you there lonely losers who wish a pretty women like you would give them attention irl. I truly hope you dont kill yourself theres alot about life to love imo and youll get to experience it all one day.

>>936221548
because i want tips on dying? lmfao where else would i go except the most fucked up place ever. like i said i dont care ant these ragebaiters i just want tips n shit which i got im now just being entertained by 4chaners in their natural state

>>936219185
How does someone "have" they/them pronouns?

>>936221621
idk atp man. but i appreciate the concern i think ive genuinely been talked down because yall just keep it so real with my dumbass

>>936221692

You have a beautiful personality too. Don’t give up yet.

>>936221639
awwww thanks i am neing so deadass i always give people irl chances as long as they are kind. idk what compells men to act like this, women dont what this we just want to be loved gently. the hate is truly one sided and unwarranted TT

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Don't leave me alone in this shit world. A bowtie on your dead body might be a nice sentiment, they can't touch you. But they aim at shit like that one less example of life making them look bad.
Don't get murdered.
You're a world for heaven.

>>936221779
STOP THATS SUCH A GREAT COMPLIMENT :,)

What do you mean i just go by they/them pronouns its not complicated :/

>>936221855

Listen to lots of music, great remedy for a broken mind :)

Well if we really did talk you down can we get one last pic for the road and for entertaining you for the past 4 hours. Ignore these other guys I just wanna appreciate how beautiful you are

>>936222019

Wow

I’m glad I’m not here often

>>936221926
i have friends that are non-binary. I still struggle to understand why. Is it just an aversion to the idea of gender-roles in general or an attempt to become greater than flesh?

Tbh i just dont like labels and putting myslef in a box being non-binary is just freeing to me nothing more plus male pronouns just kind of suck to me

>>936222092
God forbid a man just wanna appreciate beauty why are yall being weird about it

>>936222103

I wanna act like a pretty princess, but I kinda look like a lumberjack.

>>936222219

Carve a vulva into your taint and bask in the beauty of your life juice.

>>936222273
Thats how it was for me too ive always looked kind of feminine and liked feminine things but there are sides to both gender that i love and appreciate

>>936222332
Bunch of word salad this is 4chan we can give advice AND be freaky. Why are we judging

>>936222415

Meow

All right this thread sucked ass but i made a friend sooooo i guess it works out. Im off to bed but everyone just remember you are loved by someone out there and theyll miss you if anything ever happened to you.

>>936222545
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Concern yourself with what you care about. Their attackers aren't as important as them. Providing might be required and is all good, doesn't make them like the enemy. They can be innocent getting and giving right, sustain hits from the bad guys, give the bastards better examples. And the commitment to beauty makes it more beautiful. Costs not closing hearts.