>>40868829
>>40868019
By the way, it really is horrific what happened to you.. so they can put you on antibiotics and it helps but it doesn't get rid of it for good? I really, genuinely wish you nothing but the best. I understand the trust thing of course, but I agree with the other Anon, do lean on people, even if it is scary. Nobody in their right mind will ever blame you for the actions of monsters.
>>40874918
>I was super autistic about numbers at the beginning and grew complacent
Oh yes, it is easy to tell little lies to oneself in that regard. At the same time being too focused on it can end up in OCDesque/ED territory. Neither is fun. But it does get easier, the portion sizes I can finish comfortably shrunk a fair bit over time, did you notice too?
>>40872207
>I haven't posted here in like a month or 2 but I have a couple things have finally happened for me...
Welcome back, Anon! Don't worry about taking breaks, several anons have just hopped in for a visit anyway! Congrats getting on HRT! I'm happy for you.
>I found out that for some reason my classes were changed to monday/wednesday classes for some reason...
Oh I hate that when they rugpull the schedule like that, shit like that happened to me in the past too, it will be fine but i know your pain. Nothing too bad will come of it if my experience is any indication.
>I guess that's it... still not really sure if/when/how I'll tell people irl.
Well I am very proud of you, and while I am not trans myself I will gladly try and help you breaking the news to people in the little ways I can.
>>40873813
I am rooting for you, Anon. It is hard, but the point of recovery is not to have suddenly no relapses. It is lowering their frequency and duration. You are fighting, and you have made progress as far as I can tell.