>suspect since early teen I've been depressed
>never talked to anyone about it, despite some self harm, heavy alcohol use, etc
>"imfine.png"
>fast forward 20 years
>code monkey wizard by now
>burn out from overload last year
>20 years of depression and anxiety comes out at once
>family tells me I should speak to someone
>on pretty heavy antidepressants etc for 9 months now
>still want to swallow a bullet every day I come home from work
2025 has been one hell of a year, lads. haha. Thank you for coming to my TED talk.