been very high anxiety and not happy with any decisions lately and second guessing everything flip flopping between alternatives, wondering and not reaching a conclusion on what the best alternatives are
some times I was perfectly content with everything now frustrated by lots of small things
I miss not caring about shit and atleast being happy with the current thing and not constantly feeling like something bad is coming up and full of anxiety and unknowns

>dice killed portal
yep, just got my refund processed.

the hardest part in life is fighting off the degenerative normie mind set all the plebians and serfs are afflicting me with due to proximity and being in the trenches due to my current socioeconomic predicament
mind almost breaking down from time to time and I have to snap back to reality and realize they are not me and I have entirely different out look
It's easy to get pulled down by these fucking filthy crabs all around
It's so tiring
(this is economically related)
anyway, money

>>82459957
>the scale keeps increasing as I age

>>82459956
we have to make careful decisions...

>>82318890
attention seeking? in MY board?

>meet girl
>what are you doing?
"tiktok"
>what do you like to watch?
"true crime"
>what besides that?
"horror movies"
>what do you like to play?
"valorant, league, overwatch, gacha slop, some dbd"
>what do you listen to?
"rap"
>fetishes?
"getting raped"
>lovebombing mixed with neglect
Why do I keep running into these bitches every single time?