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>everything back the way it was before
I said emotions, not everything. you might feel at peace but unless you really work on your emotional wounds and fix them they will come back and the cicle will repeat.
>Some wounds can’t be worked through, and all you can do is learn to pack it away better and affect you for shorter periods of time when it spikes up.
Incorrect, that's a trauma response that can be managed and healed but never on your own. even if you feel the wounds again, the worst possible response you can do to your body is forcing it to self-isolate.
>well umm yeah but I will do it either way
If you do, this is the end or exit of "monk mode". once you "healed" yourself will all your inner knowledge and self realizations (which can be none, or just plain delusions to acomoddate your preconcieved beliefs) the path of reconnecting with life and everyone else is pure hell. you will fill outdated and alienated and none of your new knowledge will help you. being social is a muscle that needs to be exercised too. I can guarantee that self-isolation is the worst thing a healthy mind can do.