>>518751029
dont do it
I went on SSRIs out of desperation when I was having physical health problems likely caused by mold that were used by doctors as a Trojan Horse to prescribe SSRIs for "panic attacks"
I was on them for 6 months and they fucked my shit up
not irreversibly from what I can tell--had some of the more enjoyable years of my life after getting off that shit and normalizing, due to improving my overall health mostly via diet and exercise and getting an air filter for my bedroom + occasionally taking antihistamines
in hindsight it's possible that the way that they fucked my shit up might've actually benefitted me in some ways in the long run, but I still wouldn't do it again if I had a choice
the worst thing was how little they made me care about things which are otherwise important to me. I completely stopped talking to everybody and stopped caring about sentimental things. threw away a lot of sentimental possessions and burned old journals, which I will never get back. it was like taking a peek into th emind of a woman and now I understand what drives so many of them to be completely heartless cunts
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