Chaser here (straight). Of the top 10, I've heard of 2 of them and I wouldn't be able to pick them out of a police lineup. Of the entire list, there are a total of 5 I could confidently pick out of a police lineup and three I've repeatedly jerked off to. A handful of them I feel like I should have heard of them but maybe it's just that they have generic porn star names that could be anyone.

The ones I know:

Sahsa de Sade*
Ember Fiera**
Kasey Kei**
Daisy Taylor
Shiri Allwood

*have jerked off to at least twice
**have jerked off to more times than I can count

I'm more familiar with mtf b-list twitter celebs which is weird because I don't go on twitter

>>40834357
I like the idea of ftms but most of them are obese and don't shave and have a bunch of gross piercings because in their poonbrains that's more masculine and macho.

>>40441077
This anon is close but the truth is much worse. The truth is, you're a repressed tranny, and these girls represent the ultimate dream that is still permissible to fantasize about, since fantasizing about being a cis woman makes you feel like a sad pervert. Passoids are real but it seems too good to be true that a man can turn into that. So you can't get enough of them. Looking at them, talking to them, touching them, making love to them. It's the closest you will come to the closest you will come to the real prize which is being the girl.

But you also know that you can never achieve that, and so you repress the desire to be, because it, too, makes you feel like a sad pervert. You manipulate it into a more acceptable, "conventional" sexual attraction that you feel that you can live with, and tell others about, without shame.

I don't share that feeling, I just want to be a cute girl