>>82264724
I mainly self isolate and can't really feel emotions anymore. Everything is just empty and vague. I'm constantly disassociated. The only time I feel anything is when I think about my favorite person. As a coping mechanism I might do self-humiliation with other people, i.e dress up in outfits and be histrionic with people so they can use me as a fetish object. It'll never compare to FP though.

>>82264735
I know this is some kind of hypnotic trigger and I felt it activate.

>>82264745
If you're Him I'd obviously do that for you...