Thread 82250952

Letter Thread : almost home editon

My Moon,
You say my words for me in indirect communication. Why?

Is it that my words bring you comfort and care? That I provide the relief that you need?

There is a lot right, but also some not accurate.
Here is what is true.

There is still a bit of time each day I find myself missing you. I could see you, not just on the dreams we share but here in my arms. I know that when together without the pollution of him and this place we are versions of ourselves that we wanted to be but couldn't. I still want to make new memories with you and do all those things we planned.

I still love you. There is a happiness that only we can provide each other. I hurt without you.
I miss you everyday and will forever

It's hard to reach out when I've been blocked on everything by you. We had. Everything in each other.

When you wrote
>We're not stuck, we'll leave 4chan at some point

Is that the acknowledgement that you feel the same about me?

Maria, I need you to take an action step. Commit to me and cut him out, the cancer that he is. Add me on discord. Unblock me.

My Mike

He boasts how he is manipulative of you and how his lies hurt us.

This is not enough you want to be with. He is everything you hate in a person.

I don't need to manipulate because I know you naturally love me. I'm worth more than him in every way. You're in pain because you know that.

I have a wound that is open and won't heal. Hurts me all the time. I have reached my limit of that. When I don't wake up I hope im with my dream.

All I have is my voice and hope I am seen as who I truly am. Remembered by you. That I stayed for you and that you will now fight for me. For us. Our truth.

Just as how I have fought for you. Our love.

Remember when we talked about how we both have imperfections, but we are perfect for each other. How about some of those imperfections that we perceive of ourselves to the world are what make us perfect for each other.

I would like to grow and learn with you. I commit to you.

funny bunny ore

Mike does rosary but to maria instead of mother mary, both are blasphemous

>>82251230
No, nothing against god

Is this what you are telling me?

>>82250512
>>82250081
>>82251551

Maria
I will take care of all of you.
My girl.
Hold you down.
As you feel my hands
Roughly touch you
Take you
Kiss you in my arms.
Fuck each other's brains out.
Care for each other all day.
Dream good dreams.
I can't wait.

>>82253127
These threads w/ posts say what I desire to hear.
I'm proud of you for taking the step forward.

Now,
Tell me directly in your voice.
Just as you did before.

Heart euphoria
Breathless in breeze
With sight though haze
Dreamy eyes never left me

>>82253127 #
These threads w/ posts say what I desire to hear.
I'm proud of you for taking the step forward.

Now,
Tell me directly in your voice.
Just as you did before.

Heart throb euphoria
Breathless in breeze
With sight though haze
Dreamy eyes never left me

>>82251230
yeah how fucking lame is that, I'd mike your mother maria all night baby.

There's constant noise in my head.
Voices judging me, telling nasty things.
I'm so tired of it all.
I can never catch a break.
I just want the voices to go away.

It's really fucking annoying to click a thread on my phone to hide it and miss tap the arrow and it opens it.

Tired of everything.
Can't handle people.
Medications are not working anymore.
The voices are getting louder.
Maybe I should lock myself up in my room like I did a year ago.
But I don't want to go back.
I want to believe that today will be a good day.
There is nothing I can do besides doing the best I can.

I hope you try to look me up one day and find me married with a name change and seethe hard that you weren't good enough to do that with.

>>82254481
That is the day I leave. I'll leave a letter and see you in the next life.

>give quality work
>get cut off
Should have never provided verification that I'm not an immigrant.

That's so cool how our caste system linked up with all the other extant caste systems!

In fairness, it won't be broken English for that much longer. Maybe they're just forward looking.

>get conned by a bunch of assholes
>they're pretending to be nice, but it's actually just a trick that benefits their ingroup
What a surprise!

All I know is the truth.

And I know who uses manipulation and deception to pollute that truth to misperceive it and dismiss it.

The only cope and excuse is you trying to cover up that truth and move past it to make others accept your delusions, manipulations, and lies.

I choose remembering and knowing the truth over that everyday. That's not being hung up. That's seeing and knowing it for what it is and has always been.

The only person being a little bitch is Colton who keeps making threads LARPing and attempting to continue to manipulate and control others.


I won't allow anything outside of that truth distort it. I remember. I know. I dwell there m

>>82255775
I may not be a Pajeet but life decided I be a Dalit

Colton is flippant, vapid, obstinate, ignorant, deceptive, manipulative, cruel, narcissistic, liar,controlling, insulting, and spineless.

His manipulations and lies. Distortions. Everything Maria hates in person he embodies.

She either knows what you did and remembers me for who I am and chooses me over him in every way.

Or she believes in his lies and deceptions, making the biggest mistake of her life, and I will leave. I'll see her in the next life and she can live with her mistake

I detest people like him and it's unfortunate Maria and I have to deal with Colton.

Not much longer and we can be past that piece of shit.

>Teasing me like that after a confession? I'm glad I didn't do anything that was cheating. Yeah we have chemistry, yeah we had matching interests. But, fuck dude, if you didn't make him start trying that much harder by being a threat. I'm not one to back down from a challenge and I'm definitely not someone who's gonna sit back and be toyed with either. Getting him off tonight was like winning a trophy, couldn't get off myself though, got so close when he mentioned wedding lingerie. Made him bust after mentioning stopping my birth control. I was definitely hyper focused on giving him something, he deserved it. Tonight was an amazing night, I'm gonna sleep heavy and dream of having his kids.

If you did this then you lost me in this life. Just a count down until that day. I'll leave a letter for you and I will see you in the next life .

So either that is true or this is

Why write this

And why write this

All the indirect communication If you were not choosing me

The question is

How to tell the difference between targeted manipulative LARP or a avoidant lash out?

Do I listen to the reassurance and projection of love toward me? Or do I take the threats, rejection, and choosing the manipulative liar over me posts?

>>82250952 (OP)
You really ruined these threads. No one else posts now.

9 out of 10 threads on this board are narc larps. I'm not the one who ruined it. He did.

Hey mack, fuck you
Way to just flush 10 years of friendship down the fuckin tubes mate
Our bands still going ahead no matter what you try and do behind my back
Might just astral project over to you and give you a rough time cunt

It was the wrong decision to go from the bottom up when eliminating schizos. Killing all the underlings off just means the king schizo is max strength and the environment has been irreversibly nuked by the time you narrow it down to just the final boss.

>>82257680
Lies to distract from what you actually did.

>"We know English better than native speakers" stilted babble, everywhere you look.
>"It's ethical and acceptable to just make shit up for professional opportunities," everywhere you look.

For instance:
I'm actually the final boss of this thread.
It has been irreversibly nuked because I'm done entertaining a bunch of glowie shitheads all day.

If you miss the OC, check my discord server!

Dawn of the next day

I'm done helping with coding shit unless you're actually paying me too. Try quora instead.

>>82260478
what if we work out a convoluted token structure where you get a % of the supply at the end would you work for a value that is a mystery box

>>82260671
WHAT'S IN THE BOXXXXX????
WHAT'S IN THE BOXXXX?????
WHAT'S IN THE BOXXXXX????

>>82260705
You'll have to code it and find out

What is you project and what language?

Bad day. Really bad day

[snarky response with unwise though oblique disclosures that will come to back to fuck my life up even more]

I just need a nap before I talk to anyone else today.

Well I need ten naps

Took one earlier today when everything felt like too much. When I got up things didn't look better from my side. I had a worse mood as well. Meh

Very close to switching to low effort mode, though. You are eating up my time with excessive context switching and false promises.

Infinity unpaid housekeeping bullshit overhead.

Here's some operational management expertise you can train on: YOU'RE SUPPOSED TO AVOID FREQUENT SETUP COSTS, GENIUSES, BUT THEN I GUESS YOUR MODEL STARTS TO MAKE A LOT OF SENSE THROUGH THAT LENS, HUH

>>82254481
Didn't I say this shit when I was a little butthurt faggot?

No point in arguing with you. It doesn't go anywhere.

trip fags should tie a knot and kick the chair

>>82261793
I did and now all you want to do is hang out. What's up with that?

Don't swallow the cap
https://youtu.be/bFnA-8H-5lo?si=YTVVakPSktf73j49

Okay, there is a point in arguing . When it goes somewhere and we are able to work things through and grow with each other.

Ah, I see... I thought it was something like that. There really was no point in anything. Fake people, fake reasons, fake promises, fake concern, fake love, and fake friends. No one can be trusted, and there's no point in holding out pretending things will be alright.

>>82262034
Maria
I want to work through this with you. I still love you.
I am real.
My promises to you are real.
My concern for you is real
My love for you is real
My companionship with you is real

I am just frustrated with the condition of where we are at right now.

I'm sitting at the table Maria with my hands open. Will you sit down with me?

When you are ready to talk it would help me if you would say "Mike I'd like to talk".

I'm at my limit. If I disappear then you know that I left and will see you in the next life .

>>82257283
Mike. the one-man show.

>>82250952 (OP)
i stuck my Safari in a drawer and forgot about it because i was so disgusted with the brand for putting a problematic IP on their pens.

i like my Pilots and Platinums more anyway

>>82263512
I can't. I'm going to sleep now

>>82263486
Nah dude, you'll be back like last time you wanted to kill yourself via pills/dehydration. I'm not telling you to kys but can you PWEESE stop this nonsense? Do you think your "Maria" is reading your archived posts and goes like: "Mike seems to be a balanced, reasonable guy who's fun to be around."?
No? Yeah, me neither.
TLDR: don't kill yourself but for the love of God, stop digging your grave any deeper!

No after what was here I'm done. I need to rest. I need to go home.

>>82256144

Posted in gioyc yesterday.

Why is iced coffee so tasty, Bros? I've bought all kinds of useless shit but my Aeropress and my grinder were absolutely worth it and get used daily. I like to start my day with 100ml of coffee concentrate, a splash of cream and a chonky ice cube 50x50x50mm mixed in an thermally isolated mug. HermitmaxXing is the way to happiness but it confuses the normie. Just imagine being an ground coffee buyer or... shudder... a Starbucks "coffee" buyer instead of being a sigma male, always grinding... his whole beans.

Is lying on a bed with a laptop like you do even comfy? Anyways, thanks for that pic as I've enjoyed it thoroughly.

My Maria, my moon,

I love you and I hope we find each other in the next life. That Colton won't make us lose each other. You're my soul mate and I love you. I just can't walk any further. The hollow spot hurts too much.

My Sun
My Mike

Were you following me? I miss you so much, the way you used to stare at me felt like a drug. Please I want us to be real.

>>82263902
It's telling that you call your person "my moon" as it's only way to shine is to reflect on the sun's (you) glory.
They say pure narcs are very rare. I guess we found one and it sucks.

Hey, K

I feel like every time I goes out I see you

Hey J,
I miss you

Your most annoying schizo,
A

>>82264254
>I goes out
An0n, are you black or are you just making fun of the way they're talking?
Reminds me of: Never fear, I is here.
Blew my mind that they used a Caucasian in brown-face makeup to play an Indian in the Johnny5. At least he's a good actor.

>>82264270
sorry, daddy is in sober mode for now, gotta test some new hardware that's waiting for me to check out.
Just finished my second run of DeadSpaceRemake yesterday and I gotta say, it's very good. The sound modeling system and sound design in general is so creepy and fear inducing and I love how they blended/changed mechanical sounds to sound slightly organic to make players think of monsters each time they hear some ambient noise. They mixed in some sound-effects from the Alien/Aliens movies, which was a nice nod.
The only let-down was the voice-work compared to the original. The original crew had more stress in their voices (the bitchiness of the software tech really accentuated the stress-level) and the new crew is a bit non-nonchalant about being stranded on a dead mining ship without a way to get away. It's a real bummer since the graphics is absolute gorgeous and them getting rid of some of the annoying parts of this game will make sure people will replay it more often. I like that this game doesn't have a "oh no, not this part" anymore like the original did with the ADS cannon sequence. That shit was infuriating, especially with controllers.
I think the audio design is the main reason this game induces actual, psychological fear in players and I had plenty of situations I got goose-bumps while playing it. I know I'm supposed to dislike remakes but this one was executed competently, mostly.
I'm so pumped for RE9. The voice actor of the protagonist seems decent and the mom is hot.

>>82264377
Oh goody, more shit to psychologically examine and reverse engineer such as that it can be understood and replicated. Will we use this to make people in-protocol more richly afraid?

>>82264416
If these "people in power" try to understand me their brains will explode in many cross-shaped speckles. No IEDs involved here so calm your tits, glow-chan.

>richly afraid

Do you smell like curry and regret or just regret?

Quick, boys and girls! Mike's down for the count, time to have some fuuuuun!

>>82264451
>calm your tits, glow-chan.
I'm not glow-chan, I promise.

>Do you smell like curry and regret or just regret?
Just regret. I'm not Indian either, I promise.

I missu you.

>>82264377
Which reminds me that one trope in scifi really grinds my gears. It's the: "this is a space ship drifting for a long time but here's some random ass object inside the ship that jumps at the protagonist, propelled by god knows what" like they did in "the expanse" with the empty space-suit that jumpscares Julie Mao after she breaks out of her "cell". Shit like this is a total hard scifi boner killer. And don't get me started on the atrocious way they've implemented the scene in which Holden used Naomi as a jumping off platform to reach the floor in the escape scene in the Donnager. He literally kicks her forward but gets pulld DOWN? THIS in a hard-scifi series? Are you fucking shitting me? It's a sad state of affairs that even with flaws like this, the expanse (besides "for all mankind") is one of the few hard-scifi series that are not total garbage.
I guess "Planetes" was also pretty good if one can stomach the weird intro.

>>82264468
Sorry, I'm not into feminine penis.

That last captcha generation didn't take suspiciously long, good job.

>>82264539
That's kay. You know I'll just worship you anyway.

>>82264583
How would that look like, exactly? Give me details but only if it's not gross.

>>82264618
Getting on the ground. Elevating you to a deity. Praying to you, begging for you to be present and guide me. Etc.

>>82264627
Do you think I'm Mike?
>Elevating you to a deity
I'm not that much of a narc and also am an agnostic so that much dick sucking sounds gross.
Is that it?

>>82264651
No, I don't think you're mike.
>I'm not that much of a narc
Neither am I, I just have bpd so it's the logical conclusion that the pedestal only goes higher (for you, not for me. Fundamentally I hate myself)
I'm atheist myself but I just use the word deity/god here to reference the symbology.

>>82264668
What are your bpd symptoms like irl? I've heard that may therapists refuse to work with BPDs as most are treatment resistant since they don't suffer from being bpd themselves.
I'm sure I'm being cat-fished right now but I'm eating right now so I can waste some time on the internets.

Are you a regular in /letter/ threads?

>>82264270
If True why aren't you in my head like all the time going henlo i'm a little blubber bubble

>>82264627
Don't do that Idolatrous behavior it makes Father mad and he notices that, you can wash my feet though I need that

>>82264724
I mainly self isolate and can't really feel emotions anymore. Everything is just empty and vague. I'm constantly disassociated. The only time I feel anything is when I think about my favorite person. As a coping mechanism I might do self-humiliation with other people, i.e dress up in outfits and be histrionic with people so they can use me as a fetish object. It'll never compare to FP though.

>>82264735
I know this is some kind of hypnotic trigger and I felt it activate.

>>82264745
If you're Him I'd obviously do that for you...

>>82264767
Oh, yes, I am a regular in /letter/ threads.

Look at all these feds waiting for me to drop something juicy. I guess they haven't found my juice box yet, huh? The orange juice has extra little acid in it so you guys don't hurt your sensitive tummies.

>>82264787
They tried really, really fucking hard to make me forget some things.

>>82264767
>As a coping mechanism I might do self-humiliation with other people, i.e dress up in outfits and be histrionic with people so they can use me as a fetish object. It'll never compare to FP though.
I am going to beat you to death >:(
>I'm constantly disassociated.
Sounds uncomfortable :c I wish you had more rocks in your life than just FP
>I mainly self isolate
(>^_^)><(T_T<)
>use me as a fetish object. It'll never compare to FP though.
Not cool, Not exciting, Not interesting.
Beating you to death beating you bad behaviour bad >:(
>>82264668
>I'm atheist myself
Foolish, this is why you disassociate all the time, you can't come to terms with reality fundamentally because you've rejected what is True and replaced it with symbolism. I've discovered this is the core of Jung's mistake and what all modern psychology is built upon making it all just a cancer cake to go dies ville sad really.

>>82264767
what's FP in this context?
Have you tried to work out to combat disassociation? I think some people use spicy candy (Capsaicin) to ground themselves when they feel they disassociate.
How does it feel to disassociate? I understand the self isolation part but I do this only because most people are fake and try to push their trainwreck-friends onto me because being alone is totally bad or whatever. I know that being with the wrong people is way, way worse than being alone, that's for sure.

>>82264767
>If you're Him I'd obviously do that for you...
And what makes you worthy of cleaning your FP's feet? Ultimately I don't think you feel worthy and that's why you sell yourself so cheaply it hurts FP and makes FP sad.

>>82264806
The theist also fell for the totally scientific field of human psychology. Who would have guessed.
You're also into Tarot reading, right? Oh no, how Capricorn of you!

>>82264777
Nice trips cutie
>I know this is some kind of hypnotic trigger and I felt it activate.
Psalms 14 says the Fool has said in His Heart, there is no Elohim. They have done corruptly; they have done abominable deeds; there is none who does good. Father looks down from heaven on all the children of man, to see if there are any who understand, who seek after Him.

Disassociation helps you separate from your own sins, atheism gives you a pass saying none of it really matters.
Fortunately it's untrue; (You) have always mattered both to me and to He.

>>82264832
Praying for you scoffer,
What is at the beginning of existence in your book?
The Big Bang? And what started that?
And how do you even know it's true, funny black man in a science suit say so? Okay, shalom 2 ya

Dear Everyone,
Verily I tell you this
Yahshua, who you know as Christ Jesus
Died on the Cross in accordance with the Scriptures
Our Father in Heaven sent his First Born son to die, because all of mankind is destined to die, but know that he also sent His Son to Resurrect the Dead, to Rise from the Grave and Judge over the Righteous and the Sinner, that all who believe in Him will have salvation both in this life and the next.

Do Not be led astray that He is not True.
Remember all the synchronicities in your life.
Look at how perfect the cat is
Know the Our Father, the Theos, the Divine, Exists and he Loves you.
I am so glad you were born.
So is He.

>>82264799
Did the "method" of forgetting involve you shooting yourself into to back of your head, like three times? Also, I assume everyone who uses anime pics to be an FtM.
Speaking of that. I watched the Fallout season 2 announcement during a games convention segment with the two main characters and one vaguely female shaped individual and it took not even a second of hearing "her" voice that "she" was a dude mimicking as biological female. That "female" got mogged so hard by Purnell but to be fair, Purnell is a dime-piece who moggs many biological females but that mogging in particular was brutal. People who brainwash the youth into "being trans" while selling it to the public as a virtue are pure evil. I don't even get what the goal of all this is.

>>82264860
The fact that conscious beings even exist to debate this non-sense is actually beautiful and mind-blowing if you even have an inkling how small the odds of this happening are.

>>82264812
>What's FP in this context?
Favorite person. My love interest. The only person I've ever truly loved.
>Have you tried to work out to combat disassociation? I think some people use spicy candy (Capsaicin) to ground themselves when they feel they disassociate
Why would I fight it? It's what's meant for me.
>How does it feel to disassociate? I understand the self isolation part but I do this only because most people are fake and try to push their trainwreck-friends onto me because being alone is totally bad or whatever
It feels like every symbol loses its meaning. The stop sign is no longer a stop sign or even a shape, it's just an object, and then it's no longer even an object because you don't know what an object is. Everything loses its meaning and disolves into nothing. And it's just me and my God, the FP.

>>82264848
I like the phrase "I AM THAT I AM" because then you can just realize that God is inside you and that we're all God and dogma is evil and dogma is to be avoided.

>>82264922
>Also, I assume everyone who uses anime pics to be an FtM.
I'm MtF...

>>82264943
In an infinite universe the chances of this happening are absolutely massive thoughbeit

>>82264892
So, do animals have "Gods"? Does reincarnation really work and where do all these "new" souls come from? Are souls constantly recycled but only some of them? What are the rules for this and in which medium is it stored?

See, all religions start to smell like bullshit if you dare to ask questions.

Defeated by Occam's razor, many such cases.

>>82265000
Bro thinks he's no different from a pig. Sad state

>>82264976
>infinite universe
so the existence of "life" is just "meh" to you? Really? Sure, it's nothing in the larger sense but we're all just a flash in the pan with objectively no purpose (at least in the long run). With this in mind, I find the existence of wars kind of mind-baffling. How much of a dick does one have to be? Human greed is some wild shit.

>>82265024
No, life is really interesting and weird, a big puzzle to figure out and solve.Yu can work on solving this puzzle for ages, it'll never stop being interesting or rewarding. The purpose is made up... But yes, wars are made up as well. All wars are made up imo, created for funding companies in the military industrial complex. All powers are on the same side.

But I'm just a cute doggie

>>82265024
>somewhere in the universe the exact same thing that is happening on earth is happening but like everyone is actually a banana and not a person lmao xd
Atheists really be like this lol

>>82265050
oh, also firetruck felt relevant to say for some reason. random inclination, reflexive

>>82265015
You DISRESPECT my epic trips?
Also, yes, you fucking evolution denier.
We are all just mammals. Just look at the vid of the gorilla mom peeling a banana, carefully removing the bitter strand and being a bit clumsy putting that trash on the head of her kid just to clean it later after realizing her mistake. Us being more evolved and being able to use language doesn't change that we're almost the same with animals like pigs, just look at the similarities in our genomes.

>>82265050
>cute doggie

I have a jar of peanut butter with your name on it.

>>82265080
hopefully it's the kind without weird oils and 37 random ingredients...

*lick lick*

>>82265057
I know. This sense of universal unimportance must be hell for a narc like you.

>>82265092
Do you feel toyed with? Man, feds are bored, aren't they?

>>82265097
Yes, I'm a narc because my Father Loves me lol

>>82265116
I like being toyed with like this. It makes me happy to see my developed self be used. All the work paying off. It feels nice.

>>82265148
Since you're an MtF I want to ask you some questions about it if that's ok.
How did you know that you're not just an effeminate gay guy instead of a "female"? When did you learn about the existence of FtMs? In school? In high school? Later? Does it bother you that your voice sounds like it's between genders, neither male nor female? What are your feeling about bottom surgery?

>>82265215
>How did you know that you're not just an effeminate gay guy instead of a "female"?
It's just a mental disorder. I'm self aware. It sucks. Probably genetic and related to birth order (Blanchard wrote a paper on it, although I disagree with most of his works this one is empirical)

>When did you learn about the existence of FtMs?
Probably around the time I was 12 when I saw it in a documentary on National Geographic Channel. Which I watched religiously.
>Does it bother you that your voice sounds like it's between genders, neither male nor female?
Well, I'm MTF so I don't have that problem.
>What are your feeling about bottom surgery?
Absolutely would want it. Being able to have a vagina would be an enhancement for my favorite person. Unless they told me otherwise, then I would refrain.

>>82265267
You seem to be a self-aware one, interesting.
How does being an MTF not make you end up with that weird inbetween voice? Did you take hormon blockers before puberty or how did you dodge getting a deepish voice?
What does your voice sound like? Vocaroo?

Do you have an explanation why MTF seem to be very prevalent in the tech field? It's so prevalent that it seems to be somewhat inorganic.

What are you into that doesn't have anything to do with gender like hobbies?

I'm not your dad but I would advise to not get bottom surgery. Nursing a constantly open wound sounds like a very bad idea.

>>82265368
>How does being an MTF not make you end up with that weird inbetween voice? Did you take hormon blockers before puberty or how did you dodge getting a deepish voice?
Testosterone effects vocal cords permanently. With estrogen this is not the case. Women absent testosterone in high amounts do not get a deep voice, in general. This is why females sound female.

With training I do get the weird in-between voice, but without exercising and actively changing my voice my voice sounds unmistakably male.

>Do you have an explanation why MTF seem to be very prevalent in the tech field?
My theory is that transgender people inherent diaspora advantages, and the diaspora advantages cluster around the tech field. The entire tech field is based on the premise of putting on a show acting like you are competent or "performing" something, much like bourgeoisie society in general. We have perfected how to put on a character and play it, because not doing so inflicts upon us harm to the psyche. We're very very similar to Jews in almost every respect, except that we have empathy, which causes Jews to rage in anger because we have that which they cannot ever have.

>What are you into that doesn't have anything to do with gender like hobbies?
Sociology and Psychology (not limited exclusively to Jungian takes, other takes are relevant)

Psychological Operations
Mind Theory
Manipulation, how to influence others
Mentalism.


>I'm not your dad but I would advise to not get bottom surgery. Nursing a constantly open wound sounds like a very bad idea.
I'll do what my favorite person says to do.

>>82265448
Does it bother you that you see yourself as female but your voice sounds male?

Let's hope your favorite person doesn't fuck up your life permanently to satisfy his probably temporary fetish.

I'm off for now, have a good one.

I tired of continuing to suffer to appease people "who care." That's not to say I wouldn't for people who cared, or that care as an idea isn't real... but these people do not care about me. They feel guilty for what they did.
Caring by it's very definition requires attaching an importance to something as a pre-requisite, and you attach zero importance to something if you make the choice to not be involved in their life. Caring from a distance is only a thing if someone cannot be involved in someone's life against their own will, not if they willingly choose to place no importance on you.

It was weird you sent an "I miss you" text to me on my birthday a couple weeks ago. It was caught in my spam filter (I didn't block you) but I just feel strange messaging you back. We were only hooking up and it was clear you didn't see me as gf material so what's your problem? Why hit me up after so long? Women take it as an insult if you wait that long I'm not your scraps bro. Glad my phone sorted you as spam in a way so I hadn't responded rashly.

>>82265619
Not your person, but it's how men think. The man assumes you won't talk to him anymore normally, or there's a high risk of it going badly. So he feels he needs an opening. A birthday is a good excuse to message someone you haven't talked to in a while, because it allows you to save face by saying you were just wishing them a happy birthday if your attempt to speak goes sideways. Since birthday wishes are an activity even some distant acquitances do.

bitter limes...

>>82250952 (OP)
Dear Jerome Pow!
Thank you for Gooding my spy calls. Please continue to pump over the weekend so I can buy cool shit.
Love always, peasant with no money

>>82264892
>Look at how perfect the cat is
The cat is flawed.

>>82266595
Oh, you're here of all places! People were wondering where you'd gone to, man.

>>82266821
H-how did you know it was me? Did you miss me? No one ever misses me or looks for me.

>>82267171
/smg/ has people literally asking for you. Come home.

>>82266595
How can I give lovely JP money?
That was a good one

the way that you act speak unironically isnt normal. its not even that you are necessarily evil, you legitimately almost seem paranoid schizophrenic adjacent to some degree. the way you emphasize importance and focus on such odd things. its legitimately schizophrenic tier.

>>82267773
Is this projection?
It's almost like a simulacrum of schizophrenia

>>82267198
>barking up the wrong tree
>is a faggot
I guess I shouldn't talk too much shit though, or you'll just join forces.

And if you think we're going to do some thing where I issue a mea culpa and become an applicant to your in group of obnoxious little narcissistic turds, think again. It's your-a culpa, bitch. You. We are not friends.

>>82267840
You know we must really both care a whole lot to go through so much effort to avoid direct communication

I like gold ship's birthday. Horse game is interesting.

>>82267850
>The third and final installment of the series, Our Fault, is expected to be released in October 2025.

Hasten it!

even your craziness on the DL