>>723745905
I guess first time was when I got so mad at some WoT tier IX shitfest that I punched my mouse and it flew into my second monitor, breaking both. That's when I had a moment of introspection and realized this shit wasn't healthy. I still continued with War Thunder and it never really made me mad, but I just got bored out of my mind. Every match was a chore going through the motions. Even winning didn't really feel like anything more than having wasted my time. Same with FPS games, I tried BF1, supposedly the best modern day BF, and I was just tired and bored a few hours in. The last competitive game I have fond memories of is BC2 from the ancient era, nothing ever since has left me with any lasting impression or even a memory of having had a good time.