I'm really depressed. If we weren't living in clown world, I would've found some moderate success and settled down and started a family. But I had a shit childhood, spiraled into me trying to entrepreneur my way out of it, and hit the wall. I'm very down.

I've lost a good 20 pounds in the past couple months but I just have no idea on what to do to unfuck my life. I'm not trying to demoralize, just feeling very low.

One day at a time, I guess.